didnt want to blog anymore over here cos i'm going to close this blog down and start a brand new one for the new year. yes, i know i'm lagging but never mind. new blog not up yet. still finding time to get it up. the purpose why i'm here is cos i need to rant. nothing new actually. haha. alright, so my birthday is over and thanks to all who remembered, wished me, got me presents. i appreciate all those efforts. (: there's school so went to school as normal. dinner with o3 people at manhattan. nicenice and i love them! celebrated borui and my birthday. it's not the whole clique but it's alright. things are hard to be like before anymore. walked a long way to fareast and bused down to zouk. thanks to all who made the effort to come. (: eugene, derrick, richmond, ben, tsiuchien were so nice! eugene was sweet enough to come just to pass me the present. thanks lots! john was sweet too cos he got me a slice of yummy oreo cake. thank you so much! happened to see yongzhuang. i couldnt recognize him. so sorry! it was nice to see him again after so long. thanks for the drink! overall, my friends are all sweetsweet! (: i'm veryvery sorry to all those there last night too. i think you guys didnt really enjoyed yourself. my apologies. alright, here goes. we did took care of her and she turned out to be like that cos of you. it was supposed to be a happy and fun occassion but ended up sad. what's the point of us taking care of her when you cant even shower her with care and love. if you dont like the idea of her going to club without you then dont be so magnanimous and said just go. you can go on your own whereas she cant and you make a big fuss out of everything just cos of your own ego. she's your girlfriend and you have the right to bring her away with you cos only you can make her stop crying but you are the one who make her so miserable and cried like shit! this is what you called love! she got the right to choose whether to go with you and i cant stop that but i cant bear to see my love walking away with someone who make her cry till so miserable. you can fucking shout at me right in front of so many people and i wont be surprised if you were to slap me right in the face. so what if you are able to make her happy just for this moment when your ego is so big that she have to be the one to be in the fault always. when things goes wrong, the only thing that guys can say would be i'm sick and tired of always giving in or always being in the fault. yes, sick and tired! i hate to see my girlfriend in the hands of one who cant promise to make her not cry. i rather let someone else send her home safely and happily. if petrol is so expensive and going from places to places just to find my birthday cost more than my present itself, you can give me the petrol instead. i wont mind. if one cant wait and gets unhappy then dont volunteer to be there. girl, if you get to read this dont be offended but if you do, i'm ok with it too. ok, done! this is going to be my last entry. wont be using this blog anymore but i'm not closing it. loves* | 
