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Monday, January 14, 2008

Mon, 14 Jan 2008 15:57:16 GMT

MOVED!!!

ask me for the link. (:

loves*

2oo8

Sat, 05 Jan 2008 04:28:34 GMT

didnt want to blog anymore over here cos i'm going to ~~close~~ this blog down and start a brand new one for the new year. yes, i know i'm lagging but never mind. new blog not up yet. still finding time to get it up. the purpose why i'm here is cos i need to rant. nothing new actually. haha.

alright, so my birthday is ~~over~~ and thanks to all who remembered, wished me, got me presents. i appreciate all those efforts. (: there's school so went to school as normal. dinner with o3 people at manhattan. nicenice and i love them! celebrated borui and my birthday. it's not the whole clique but it's alright. things are ~~hard~~ to be like before anymore.

walked a long way to fareast and bused down to zouk. thanks to all who made the effort to come. (: eugene, derrick, richmond, ben, tsiuchien were so nice! eugene was sweet enough to come just to pass me the present. thanks lots! john was sweet too cos he got me a slice of yummy oreo cake. thank you so much! happened to see yongzhuang. i couldnt recognize him. so sorry! it was nice to see him again after so long. thanks for the drink! overall, my friends are all sweetsweet! (: i'm veryvery sorry to all those there last night too. i think you guys didnt really enjoyed yourself. my apologies.

alright, here goes.

we did took care of her and she turned out to be like that cos of you. it was supposed to be a happy and fun occassion but ended up sad. what's the point of us taking care of her when you cant even shower her with care and love. if you dont like the idea of her going to club without you then dont be so magnanimous and said just go. you can go on your own whereas she cant and you make a big fuss out of everything just cos of your own ego. she's your girlfriend and you have the right to bring her away with you cos only you can make her stop crying but you are the one who make her so miserable and cried like shit! this is what you called love! she got the right to choose whether to go with you and i cant stop that but i cant bear to see my love walking away with someone who make her cry till so miserable. you can fucking shout at me right in front of so many people and i wont be surprised if you were to slap me right in the face. so what if you are able to make her happy just for this moment when your ego is so big that she have to be the one to be in the fault always. when things goes wrong, the only thing that guys can say would be i'm sick and tired of always giving in or always being in the fault. yes, sick and tired! i hate to see my girlfriend in the hands of one who cant promise to make her not cry. i rather let someone else send her home safely and happily. if petrol is so expensive and going from places to places just to find my birthday cost more than my present itself, you can give me the petrol instead. i wont mind. if one cant wait and gets unhappy then dont volunteer to be there.

girl, if you get to read this dont be offended but if you do, i'm ok with it too.

ok, done!

this is going to be my last entry. wont be using this blog anymore but i'm not closing it.

loves*

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

Tue, 18 Dec 2007 18:49:34 GMT

i know that i've went mia for a longlong time. that is cos i'm sick of this blog as i cant get the virus away. anyway, it's holidays now and it will be back to school real soon. school will be starting on 31st which is like so nonsense. tests and all are over. i know that i'm going to ~~fail~~ manymany papers this time cos i did very badly. let's just wait and see.

alright, i'm back from genting and i'm going off again. this time to bangkok. this time i managed to make full use of my holidays. (: when i'm back, it's work and more work. then there's schoolwork which is projects and more projects. i'm quite scared that i wont be able to finish everything. then will be having 1st avenue operation again. andand i want to get over and done with my cds. i can say that i seriously regretted taking it.

anyway, i cant wait to get to bangkok cos i can shop and shop. (: i love my genting trip too. managed to play the outdoor theme park this time and it was super full. the weather was nicenice too. ok, bangkok will be funfun too.

my birthday will be coming soon. feel like celebrating this year but have no idea what to do. was thinking of having a party with borui in a club butbut now maybe not having anymore. i dont know. maybe i will just stay home and watch tv. haha! super good idea.

ok, i'm going to change my blog soon. yes, soon but not so soon cos i dont have the time to do so.

loves*

will things change?

Thu, 15 Nov 2007 17:42:04 GMT

i didnt come blog anymore and when i come to blog it would be rant plus more rant and complains. i think there's still virus soso just dont care. cant be bothered anymore.

i cant do comm skills. i dont know what to do. so messy and all.

i dont like my cds tutor. she's soso irritating. we have to come back school on sat. how stupid. andand she always use the full 3hours. make me angry only.

there are manymany things to be done. projects and projects. there will be 1st avenue soonsoon. and lots of online work to be done.

thanksthanks boyf for those littlelittle sweet surprises and thoughts. chocolates and all are love. muacks!

alright, that's all for today.

loves*

facebook is fun???

Fri, 09 Nov 2007 15:09:08 GMT

i dont feel like blogging coscos of the stupid virus that's why i didnt bother to blog at all. week by week and holidays will be here soon. i want time to fasterfaster fly so that i can go to bangkok like now. anyway, school is ok and work quite ok too. back to my old familiar place and everything still quite the same. nothing much to do and boringboring.

eh, enough of blogging for now.

our three secrets. (:

loves*

ONLINE GAMES ARE STUPID!!!

Fri, 02 Nov 2007 15:55:05 GMT

FUCKING ANGRY!!!

i need to use the com to do schoolwork and haohao keep playing his stupid maple story. it's a fucking stupid game and cause me to not be able to go online to do my crm. it's like so fucking irritating. if my grade for this is going to turn out damn bad, he can forget about using the com ever again. i only posted ~~one~~ which means that i will be graded fucking badly. it's like not even showing any participation.

anyway, thanksthanks so much to crystal love for helping me to post that pathetic one up.

SCREW ALL ONLINE GAMES AND BOYS!!!

loves*

let's skip to the rainbow ;

Thu, 01 Nov 2007 16:04:43 GMT

i'm so sorry for putting you in a spot. maybe i'm just over-sensitive and all. but sometimes something said cant be unsaid anymore.

went for cds today and it's boringboring but the cds is quite nice. boring cos the tutor dont know what she's doing and really make use of the whole 3hours.

lecture in the morning for thurs is a waste of time. she asked us to read on our own then what's the point for lecture.

i think i wont make it for comm skills 2 cos it's not ~~nice~~.

might be closing my blog cos of the stupid virus. sadsad!

alright, blog some other time again.

loves*

things turned sour ;

Tue, 30 Oct 2007 16:59:04 GMT

angryangryangry and sadsadsad! my blog caught virus. have the trojan horse. dont know why will have the virus and i dont know how to get rid of it. hope that it will go away soonsoon or else i have to change blog which i dont want.

school and there will be moremore projects plus 1st avenue coming soon.

dont want to blog anymore.

loves*

if a promise never be one ;

Sun, 28 Oct 2007 17:15:16 GMT

school will starts officially later so there's tutorial and lots of things to do. school seems quite ok so far except for cds at first but it's all settled now. butbut i dont really like comm skills two and i hope will be able to pass. school is boring anyway.

no more work for october already. shall wait for my november schedule and see how it will be like. no more morning shifts and sadsad.

alright, not going to blog so much cos ~~lazylazy~~.

randomrandom time.

yes, i'm not as sociable as you. i dont know everyone well enough and i'm not friendly enough. i dont go around talking to everyone and being nice to them. anyway, there's no need to be so sarcastic when you think that someone dont have that kind of character that you like. i'm fine with it.

longlong day later.

loves*

sweet rainy night ;

Mon, 22 Oct 2007 15:58:22 GMT

my blog is as good as ~~dead~~. haha. sometimes i just hate my busy schedule cos i dont get to see friends plus i dont get to sleep for as long as i like. this is life and it's all about time management. timetable for school seems quite alright for me except for friday. anyway, i'm not sure about work for next month. i still want to work. more like i need to. hopefully, it wont really clash so much with school.

there's school just now and going back to school seems normal but boring. i'm not excited and seriously, i still dont have the mood to study. anyway, there's school later early in the morning but i cant sleep yet cos my bodyclock went the other way.

i'm super random now so dont blame me. didnt get to go to escape cos something bad happened but it's all settled now. managed to have icecreamchef and eski bar too. i like eski bar. (: the place is nicenice! should go there again.

met up with gene, ben and rich on sunday to go to rain's shop. tried lamb chop. i cant eat lamb chop cos i dont know how to ~~appreciate~~ it. haha. i love going out with the guys cos they're always the same funfun. gene will be going ns soon so that's really very sad.

went to peninsula just now. wanted to get grey skinnies but they dont have it. bought one white one instead. i hope i will like it and will wear it. haha. maybe will be back there again someday with jermine.

i dont have the mood to really shop. maybe cos i'm going to bangkok at the end of the year or it's cos of work. working makes me a ~~boring~~ person.

prettypretty long curls!

jermine & steph

super PINK! jermine's hardwork!

yummy food at hk cafe.

bf helping us to finish the food. (:

jermine loves!

it's raining now. better dont rain in the morning later. will be super ~~troublesome~~ for me to go to school. nicenice weather to sleep.

i think my right shoulder is spoilt. it hurts.

ok, lalala land now. nights!

loves*